I used to feel like this all the time, but I "think" I've given up worrying, because I now realise, that strangely, producing a final image, or sharing photographs, isn't that important to me. Even, though I still have an underlying empathy with the sentiments expressed in the video.
I like the ritual of taking photographs, which adds greatly to my enjoyment and connection with nature, I like exploring how I can recreate and relive that connection at the processing stage and unlike many it would seem, I love digital processing as it offers control over colour images that just wasn't available in the film days. Even though I am still a black and white photographer deep down,
Since retiring, photography has dominated my life (as it used to do in my teens and twenties, when I worked as a photographer). Four out of the five days this week, I've been out with my camera in the mornings and on the computer in the afternoons.
But I am also fascinated by all things photographic. I'm currently reading Sean Tucker's "The meaning in the making" and David Bate's "Photography". I've just received, Vilem Flusser's "Towards a Philosophy of Photography" and just ordered Stephen Shores new book "Modern Instances: The craft of photography, a memoir".
Last week, I spent over 12 hours watching the recording of The Photographers Gallery 3 day online conference celebrating its 50th anniversary, and found the whole thing fascinating and enlightening.
The big change for me is that once upon a time my personal photographic interest was "all" about making fine prints. Today, while I haven't abandoned this idea (as well as building a blog and making zines), it's now only a small part of a much wider and deeper interest in photography, and I don't feel under the same pressure to make "great" photographs.
At least, I "think" this is how I currently feel about things.