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Married, no kids, homeowner, employed, solvent, relatively (if you exclude high blood pressure and being overweight) good health….. currently feeling like ‘so is this it?’
Never been career focussed but somehow managed to climb a ladder in IT over 17 years and sustained a good salary. A job is there to pay the bills and buy niceties as far as I’m concerned. Toward the end of that time my mum died only a year or two into her retirement and I started to think about my own life. A hatred of managing staff and the Board of Directors apparent greed at the expense of complying with laws and contractual obligations meant I made the decision to leave the company and do something different - went to work as a stores person/social mediaist/general dogs body at a classic car garage locally - minimum wage. Lasted a month before I jacked it in - got fed up with coming home filthy dirty every day and having only ever worked Mon-Fri 9-5 it turned out I was not keen on working Saturdays and dealing with early starts!
Did a couple of temporary jobs over the next month or so before landing a job in a local charity in IT again and have been there 2.5 years. Pay is ok, but obviously nowhere near what I did earn.
Yes, it is nice to work for a not for profit (but it has its share of issues as well) and nobody could argue it isn’t a worthy cause vs corporate greed, but I’ve recently ended up with staff to manage again and, at the age of 48, I feel like I’ve been there, done that and if I am honest don’t want the hassle - I’d rather not work at all, but that’s not really an option yet.
I just can’t be bothered to do much at all if I’m honest which is either a contributing factor or the root cause.
Working from home has made me resent having to go out of the house.
Working from home has also made me lazier and not wanting to go out of the house
But then I get bored and restless staying indoors - I’ve started so many hobbies and money making schemes I’ve lost count but they’ve all ended as quickly as they started.
I can’t face the prospect of having to work for another xx years.
I know life is what you make it, but surely this can’t be all there is?
I am also assuming I am making my own issues here but is anyone else feeling/felt the same? if so how did you get past it?
Never been career focussed but somehow managed to climb a ladder in IT over 17 years and sustained a good salary. A job is there to pay the bills and buy niceties as far as I’m concerned. Toward the end of that time my mum died only a year or two into her retirement and I started to think about my own life. A hatred of managing staff and the Board of Directors apparent greed at the expense of complying with laws and contractual obligations meant I made the decision to leave the company and do something different - went to work as a stores person/social mediaist/general dogs body at a classic car garage locally - minimum wage. Lasted a month before I jacked it in - got fed up with coming home filthy dirty every day and having only ever worked Mon-Fri 9-5 it turned out I was not keen on working Saturdays and dealing with early starts!
Did a couple of temporary jobs over the next month or so before landing a job in a local charity in IT again and have been there 2.5 years. Pay is ok, but obviously nowhere near what I did earn.
Yes, it is nice to work for a not for profit (but it has its share of issues as well) and nobody could argue it isn’t a worthy cause vs corporate greed, but I’ve recently ended up with staff to manage again and, at the age of 48, I feel like I’ve been there, done that and if I am honest don’t want the hassle - I’d rather not work at all, but that’s not really an option yet.
I just can’t be bothered to do much at all if I’m honest which is either a contributing factor or the root cause.
Working from home has made me resent having to go out of the house.
Working from home has also made me lazier and not wanting to go out of the house
But then I get bored and restless staying indoors - I’ve started so many hobbies and money making schemes I’ve lost count but they’ve all ended as quickly as they started.
I can’t face the prospect of having to work for another xx years.
I know life is what you make it, but surely this can’t be all there is?
I am also assuming I am making my own issues here but is anyone else feeling/felt the same? if so how did you get past it?