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Hello. I'm Phil.
Im in my fifties now and have always had a keen interest in photography.
Last year I really got into it and bought an Fuji XT-2 and enrolled on a course. It was amazing actually knowing and understanding exposure taxable, creativity and we had homework on doing landscapes, portraits and nature. I upgraded to an XT-4 and then seemed to lose it. I have some history of depression and going into the winter, I experienced this again and also some health problems. To cut a long story short, I simply wasn't motivated with photography and dropped off doing the course and have only been out with a camera a handful of times since and the photos were bleak, as was the weather at the time. I have been woking with a therapist who said it could be an idea to post here and see if there are any comments about losing motivation and how to regain that. I would dearly love to resume but I seem to be put off by confidence, everyone's photos seem to be much better than anything I can do, the weather, time. Lots of excuses maybe but simply saying I need willpower isn't helping.
Sorry this isn't a traditional hello! kind of post but thanks for reading
Phil
Im in my fifties now and have always had a keen interest in photography.
Last year I really got into it and bought an Fuji XT-2 and enrolled on a course. It was amazing actually knowing and understanding exposure taxable, creativity and we had homework on doing landscapes, portraits and nature. I upgraded to an XT-4 and then seemed to lose it. I have some history of depression and going into the winter, I experienced this again and also some health problems. To cut a long story short, I simply wasn't motivated with photography and dropped off doing the course and have only been out with a camera a handful of times since and the photos were bleak, as was the weather at the time. I have been woking with a therapist who said it could be an idea to post here and see if there are any comments about losing motivation and how to regain that. I would dearly love to resume but I seem to be put off by confidence, everyone's photos seem to be much better than anything I can do, the weather, time. Lots of excuses maybe but simply saying I need willpower isn't helping.
Sorry this isn't a traditional hello! kind of post but thanks for reading
Phil