Had a letter from the consultant and he has decided that I have nerve sheath tumours (benign) in(or near) my spine and an operation would be the way to go to remove these tumours. Bricking it at the thought of a spinal operation.
It is really scary, but let me list my problems since birth.
Born with a fibrosis cystic kidney in 1959 and I was premature. The kidney had to be removed to save my life even then back then it was touch and go.
Age 11 tonsils it (routine but all surgery carries risks).
Age 14 complications from kidney problem at birth ended up losing a testicle and having appendix removed. Devastating as a young man. ...
Ok then till early 50's.....
2 knee operations to remove cartlidge and debris.
Age 54 car accident causing the blood flow to right hip to be disrupted. Ended up on crutches and a hip replacement.
Unseen from accident-the cervical spinal myelopathy was causing issues with my walking and slowly paralysing me.
Age 56 agreed spine surgery and day before op blood was all over the place low platelet count so low it looked like I had leukaemia.
Saw haematologist who as a precaution scanned my spleen. On the scan he spotted a 42mm tumour on my only kidney. The blood was also diagnosed as platelet sattelitism so rare you wouldn't find 5000 people in the UK with it. But bit before it looked like leukaemia. (This happened in 3wks). I still needed the spine surgery.
Tumour removed Oct last year recovered from this then immediately. ..
Had 3 discs 2 vertebrae removed through my neck. A cage, plate and screws holding all together now forever.
I couldn't lift my feet off the floor before the spine surgery and pain was horrendous. It's insidious with spine and it will get worse.
After op I can walk miles, no stick anymore and no pain. This was immediate it's very similar to what's happening to you slowly. The spinal cord is getting constricted.
I'm not listing all of those ops to say look at what I've been through. Every op was essential and apart from the op as a baby I dreaded every single one. Ultimately I got through it. ...
Don't know where you live but if you were near me I would come and help you through this. It's down to one question.
Can you live with the pain and potential disability from not having it done? Whatever you decide i wish you all the very best. You can get through this my friend. I did. ....!
Best wishes
Dennis