Wow. Lots of replies since I was last here. Definitely not going to attempt to multi-quote all of them!
What I will say, in response to @JennyGW, is that I have not, since starting this earlier this year, taken on a job for money that I don't really want to do. And I can't see me doing so in the immediate future. I want to get good at primarily weddings. I didn't get into shooting weddings for the money. I started to do it because, looking at other wedding photographers work whom I admire, I wanted to be able to do that. I think it's amazing to be a great wedding photographer and that is primarily my objective. But I also love portraiture. Great photos of people that capture something about them. That's what I am now trying to improve. I am a little tempted to work with some models again to primarily work on my interaction and to see if i can realise some of the images in my head.
@CanonDjango , You are absolutely right with the tough words. I do appreciate the comment. As above, I have goals and I am going to keep trying to achieve them. I just wish I knew which direction to go in. It's tricky.
I'm not going to get into any debates about other peoples work who have posted here but I do appreciate all the comments. I think it has been an interesting thread to be honest that has raised some good points for me, and perhaps for other people who have felt similar.
And I must also say, I WILL NOT shoot anything and everything just for money. Photography for me is not primarily about being a business. The moeny/business side of it is hopefully a by-product of producing good wedding photography that people would love to have. That's the goal anyway.
Gareth, lack of confidence can, in some people (me for one), be a sign of depression. It may be worth talking to your GP about this.
As an ex pro i have shot thing just for the money,why because bills have to be paid,i enjoyed being in front of a camera and most of all it paid for the thing i do like to shoot![]()
That's already been mentioned and replied to in this thread. I am fine, thank you.
I don't have a problem with that, but I am in the fortunate position where my bills are paid through my day job and I can build this how I want to, and how I want to is by shooting the things that I love. I truly believe that by shooting what you love, it will be reflected in the images that you produce. It may sound idealistic and unrealistic to some, but that;s where I am right now. If something happened to the day job, perhaps my outlook would change.
Agree 100%, lost my mojo completely this year, down to depression probablyGareth, lack of confidence can, in some people (me for one), be a sign of depression. It may be worth talking to your GP about this.
Wow. Lots of replies since I was last here. Definitely not going to attempt to multi-quote all of them!
What I will say, in response to @JennyGW, is that I have not, since starting this earlier this year, taken on a job for money that I don't really want to do. And I can't see me doing so in the immediate future. I want to get good at primarily weddings. I didn't get into shooting weddings for the money. I started to do it because, looking at other wedding photographers work whom I admire, I wanted to be able to do that. I think it's amazing to be a great wedding photographer and that is primarily my objective. But I also love portraiture. Great photos of people that capture something about them. That's what I am now trying to improve. I am a little tempted to work with some models again to primarily work on my interaction and to see if i can realise some of the images in my head.
Mention of depression earlier in this thread, and mention of TFP models now...My apologies, I got the wrong end of the stick. Are you on sites like modelmayhem, purpleport, etc? These are a great source of TFP models.
I cut my teeth on headshots offering production shots for amateur dramatics groups if they would let me do an evening of headshots for their cast. This got me over 100 headshots in a very quick space of time. Great experience for interacting with subjects, let alone the lighting, etc. A bonus was that I really enjoyed doing the production shots and I'm now getting bookings for it.
Mention of depression earlier in this thread, and mention of TFP models now...
My take on this is that using TFP models can result in depression
People are cheap (or free) for a reason and my own experience is that TFP models, even if they actually turn up, are of very limited value because mostly, they have no idea.
I've been through this learning process and have learned only to book pro models who have the right kind of experience. Good models make the photography much easier and the results much better.
Jenny, you seem to become tired of everyone who ever has a different viewpoint to your ownWe each have to speak as we find. Personally, I advertised for models for headshots, a very different style to those you might book. The OP is interested in portraits, not glamour, fashion or "boudoir". From my experience this generates more of a quality response.
I no longer use them, but it was useful at one time - I have no shots involving them on my portfolio.
However, many new actors use Starnow and Purpleport to generate extra income, especially while they are studying. It is entirely possible to discern the type of person who is going to be reliable and of any use at the actual shoot from profile and appearance.
I have not had one TFP fail to show up and have not had one failed shoot involving a TFP booked model. There again, I've never booked for the sort of "style" that you seem to use in your shoots.
Personally, I would not use a model in a commercial shoot unless I had run a test shoot with that model first and I expect this of a professional. Not all accept that, but most do.
Garry, I'm a little tired of you deriding posts for no reason than to boost your own ego.
...I cut my teeth on headshots offering production shots for amateur dramatics groups if they would let me do an evening of headshots for their cast. This got me over 100 headshots in a very quick space of time. Great experience for interacting with subjects, let alone the lighting, etc. A bonus was that I really enjoyed doing the production shots and I'm now getting bookings for it.
Jenny, you seem to become tired of everyone who ever has a different viewpoint to your own
If using TFP models has worked for you in the past then that's good.
You really shouldn't make assumptions about the type of work that I do because although you may have seen some of my work, you won't know that it's mine. All that you will know about is the stuff I do for Lencarta, and that isn't really typical of my advertising photography. In particular, you shouldn't make assumptions about my glamour or boudoir photography as I don't work in those genres.
The point that I was trying to make, perhaps badly, is that using a TFP model as a means of gaining both experience and confidence, is inherently flawed. I feel that, in the context of this thread, anyone who wants to improve and to learn would be much better off paying a pro model. If you are so skilled and so experienced that you can get pro results with poor materials then that has to be good. But most people can't.
I've done this too, and I know others who have gone through this to create a lucrative business. For Gareth(@gazmorton2000 ), I think it's the best way forward, and I'm a bit embarrassed not to have mentioned it first.
Drama students are supposed to get headshots during their final year, though being 'poor' students, very few actually prioritise this to the point of paying, maybe get in touch with the nearest college running drama courses and offer your services. If you see it as TFP, it's not a bad deal. You might also discover someone prepared to be a muse, these dramatic types love the attention and whilst they're not trained to pose, they usually have the basic level of deportment and self awareness that wannabe models often lack.
Yes, mannequins can be a good learning tool, models were in fact once known as mannequins.I learned all about studio lighting using a manakin way back in technical college (Paddington) Starting off with a window light, then introducing one, two, three then four lights, then introducing reflectors, snoots etc. The manakin never got bored!
Once we cracked the lighting we used to photograph each other. It was just a case of striking a pose or sitting there looking relaxed. You can buy cheap heads, skulls etc on eBay once you have learned lighting then as long as your reasonably confident at talking to people, making them feel relaxed etc this should translate well into a portrait session.
one of the advantages of photographing a good experienced pro model is that s/he will make the interaction bit very easy, which makes the whole process much easier.
Thank you for the further comments! Just had a quick read whilst I am sat waiting for next months wedding couple, so forgive the lack of multi quote and direct replies.
I actually put an event in Facebook recently and get a couple of replies. I made some portraits of a girl who was keen last weekend and they are in the photo section of the forum for feedback. I possibly shouldn't have given the added task of shooting fully manual, medium format filmbut, even though I knew they weren't 'perfect' from a photography point of view once I had seen the results after developing and scanning, and the comments reflect that here, she was very happy indeed with them and would like to sit for some more soon, so I will take the advice on board and try again (with digital!)
I will hire and use professional models when I have a specific idea or theme I want to realise, but what I don't see the point in is just letting them free pose for me, so the same models who are in a lot of other photographers portfolios appear in mine with the same poses! That's not meant a to sound nasty but it's just not for me.
As for the confidence thing, for some reason, I am a completely different person when with wedding clients either before they book (which I think reflects my conversion rate at this early stage.....or I'm just too cheap as a beginner) and on the day. In fact, that has been commented by a female friend previously. She said I am like a different person. Self conscious and not at all confident in real life, yet when working am the exact opposite.
Also, whilst we are on the subject, and from things that have happened this week whilst I've had a week off work, I would very much love to be a good/great general photographer. Two trips to Manchester and one into London with a photographer friend in a week and nothing to show mp for my endeavours. He came back with all sorts of great images from both locations. I came back wanting to tear the remainder of my hair out and launch the camera from an upstairs window. I soldier on.
Also, whilst we are on the subject, and from things that have happened this week whilst I've had a week off work, I would very much love to be a good/great general photographer. Two trips to Manchester and one into London with a photographer friend in a week and nothing to show mp for my endeavours. He came back with all sorts of great images from both locations. I came back wanting to tear the remainder of my hair out and launch the camera from an upstairs window. I soldier on.
Still way too hard on yourself.
I may be wrong, but as I read this you decided to have a go at street/travel photography in Manchester, which you probably haven't done much of before, and because your shots weren't great (in your own mind) you've decided you're a loser? Come on Gareth, you know the score - how many hundreds (if not thousands) of hours do we need to put into something before we're good at it? I'm a portrait photographer but I know how many years it took for me to produce good wildlife photography, urban photography and landscape photography, etc. It's unrealistic to have a go at something for 5 minutes and then decide you're no good at it.
You clearly lacked confidence but I wonder if that's because you're rather impatient! If you want to be a good photographer going into the future then you have to be in it for the long haul. Set yourself realistic learning objectives and remember that those objectives are worthless unless you're prepared to put the practise in - and that means a lot of hours.
I agree. Decided to take up photography again in 2008 only within the last year or so have felt that the various pieces are falling into place - it was a big boost to enter my first photographic competition and receive runner up prize last year - after five years of hard graft
I'm out with the camera most weekends in fact, so it isn't a case of just decided to have a go and instantly not good at it. That partially the basis for the start of this thread. Feel like I've been at it for a long time and getting almost nowhere.
Feel like I've been at it for a long time and getting almost nowhere.
And another thing Gareth - don't go and compare yourself to other photographers. It's perfectly natural that we might assume most people are better - that's because we can be a very poor judge of our own work, often becoming overcritical of what we produce (when we're beginners it can be the opposite, we can think our shots are great simply because they're in focus).
There are ways of determining our standards - putting it simply we can look at how many clients we're getting and their reactions, or else we can enter some of the more respected competitions. We can even work towards one of the distinctions/accreditations from an industry body (I'll not say anything further about this as there has recently been a long and exhaustive thread on the matter) which can be a fantastic way of regaining perspective. Next, we can present our work to magazines and see if we can gain an editorial feature (you'll need a fairly interesting or unique project because most of the magazines aren't looking for fairly standard or predictable imagery) and this could form the basis of a personal project. In other words, there are plenty of ways of gaining recognition - and for many, recognition brings confidence. You don't have to be a fully fledged pro to do any of these things, you just need to step back and take a rational look at your work.
Do you think you may be unhappy with some of your images simply because you have not had a clear objective when you have actually taken them?
Gareth, of course you should look at other photographers work - it's a great way to be inspired. It can also drive us to improve. However as I said you must stop comparing yourself to others in a negative way - what good will that do?
What do you mean your objectives receive negative feedback? From whom? Do these people have the skills and the credentials to critique your work? Because if they don't, then you really shouldn't be asking them. Do you think you take things too personally? You also need to learn to differentiate between a personal/subjective opinion and constructive advice. Constructive critique can be difficult to take at first, but you will quickly realise just how valuable it is - and how lucky you are to have it. Once you've identified where you're going wrong you can then take steps to address it.
It's always hard when other photographers criticise your work, no matter who you are. Especially when it's an idea you have tried to realise that receives negative comments. Thick skin is required but also realising that the comments aren't personal. I have learned that not too long ago and it has helped no end, but it's hard not to take things to heart sometimes. That's something that has been discussed in countless threads though I am sure. Your right, differentiating between opinion and advice is tricky. When people say, "I'd have done it this way". Well that's all well and good but then if I went away and did it their way, it wouldn't be my photo. I believe you have to find your own way and make the images the way you want to make them. Still doesn't make the journey any easier!!
Whats a TFP model???
Jeeze I hope not... otherwise I've wasted a huge part of my life not even considering the money.