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I look after someone who's drifting into Alzheimer's. Sometimes in more or less reality and then with spells of confusion in which they live a completely different life, sometimes bouts of extreme distress and anxiety, sometimes aggression and anger. They say the same things over and over again, get distressed over the most trivial tasks. All you'd expect from this. This drift from reality to confusion to anxiety to anger and aggressiveness happens multiple times a day and can be very upsetting. Sometimes they're themselves and that's just... wonderful.
I do my best but it's hard to cope. I have two sisters, ones a nurse and lives next door. In the past I've asked for help. What I'd like is for one of them to give me one day a fortnight so that me and my wife can go out and not worry what's happing at home and what we're going to walk back into. I know with c19 things are difficult but when this is over we'd like to go out maybe 10am to 4 or 5pm once a week. Maybe go for a walk at the seaside and have a meal out and be back in time for sis to go home. All they'd have to do is sit here, make cups of tea and chat. I'll do everything else as I do now. If each gives a day a fortnight that's one day a week we could have out.
The last time I asked it all ended in a massive row and the sisters not speaking. Yesterday I just had a melt down as I just couldn't cope and I asked for help again and guess what? Massive family row that ended with one sister hanging up on the other and vowing to never speak to her again. The other then came to see me but didn't say anything... so I asked for one day a fortnight from each of them, result? Excuses and anger and upset and all her problems and her final words as she stormed out were "I don't care about you."
Left to my sisters our relative would be in a home PDQ but in my experience homes aren't nice places, we have had bad experiences of homes with another family member. Personally I'd rather die than go through that so it's not an option I'd even begin to think about for any loved one.
I've done this for years but it's hard to cope sometimes and I have issues of my own now. I've struggled with depression and stress for decades plus IBS and other stress and / or anxiety related things, numbness, tingling's, I did collapse during one especially upsetting episode. I've been honest with my sisters, it's me who needs help now and my hope is/was that they'd give me and Mrs WW the chance to go out one day a week. That doesn't seem too much to ask. Seems it is. So, business as usual.
I could go to the doctor but I'm worried about the consequences, thought about the Samaritans... I don't know. So, a post here is my therapy. I'll have a cup of tea and try my best.
Anyone else going through this?
I do my best but it's hard to cope. I have two sisters, ones a nurse and lives next door. In the past I've asked for help. What I'd like is for one of them to give me one day a fortnight so that me and my wife can go out and not worry what's happing at home and what we're going to walk back into. I know with c19 things are difficult but when this is over we'd like to go out maybe 10am to 4 or 5pm once a week. Maybe go for a walk at the seaside and have a meal out and be back in time for sis to go home. All they'd have to do is sit here, make cups of tea and chat. I'll do everything else as I do now. If each gives a day a fortnight that's one day a week we could have out.
The last time I asked it all ended in a massive row and the sisters not speaking. Yesterday I just had a melt down as I just couldn't cope and I asked for help again and guess what? Massive family row that ended with one sister hanging up on the other and vowing to never speak to her again. The other then came to see me but didn't say anything... so I asked for one day a fortnight from each of them, result? Excuses and anger and upset and all her problems and her final words as she stormed out were "I don't care about you."
Left to my sisters our relative would be in a home PDQ but in my experience homes aren't nice places, we have had bad experiences of homes with another family member. Personally I'd rather die than go through that so it's not an option I'd even begin to think about for any loved one.
I've done this for years but it's hard to cope sometimes and I have issues of my own now. I've struggled with depression and stress for decades plus IBS and other stress and / or anxiety related things, numbness, tingling's, I did collapse during one especially upsetting episode. I've been honest with my sisters, it's me who needs help now and my hope is/was that they'd give me and Mrs WW the chance to go out one day a week. That doesn't seem too much to ask. Seems it is. So, business as usual.
I could go to the doctor but I'm worried about the consequences, thought about the Samaritans... I don't know. So, a post here is my therapy. I'll have a cup of tea and try my best.
Anyone else going through this?