Week 16 Stare
Ok, just ignore the following I'm just putting it here as some form of therapy.
Hopefully I'll look back at this in weeks to come and laugh at myself for being so childish.
Once upon a time I took pictures of abandonded buildings with an EOS300D and a crappy kit lens. I loved my photos, I loved to look at them, I loved to mess about with them in PS and I loved sticking them up on an Urbex site for others to see. Then I got the idea I could take pictures and that they weren't half bad, I upgraded my camera, got some rather expensive glass, aquired a copy of CS4 and now I am convinced everything has gone to ******. I can spend a day taking pictures and 10 minutes deleting the lot. I started reading threads on here and looking at other peoples photo's and am now of the opinion I need to quit and take up knitting. Still, I am blessed with grim determination (or am I just stubborn?) so here's my week 15. I honestly couldn't be bothered with taking a new picture or thinking of a new and inventive interpritation. I just found an old SP and faffed with it in CS4. It's all I could be arsed to do. Work sucks and my family are soooooo demanding I barely get time to take a pee. My oldest cat has a thyroid condition and short term memory issue which means it yaps it head off constantly until you feed him and then 20 minutes later he starts again, I've got a huge zit on the side of my nose and I'm bloody fed up. So, ironically this old SP is actually very current as I feel exactly how the face in this picture looks.
Now that is an old one!! I have a later model sitting around in a cupbaord at home (it is actually Eds)
p.s. - don't you always run on coffee and fags, I don't think I have seen you eat
An Apology
Firstly, my apologies for my recent 'episode' It was month end at work and the pressure was on to get as much gear on the floor and powered up as possible. I think I pulled 92 hours last week, even with a day off !! I was running on coffee and fags and not much else.
Additionally I've a young family who fail to comprehend that sometimes 'Rob needs and evening off from football, ballet, swimming, homework etc' and a Dad who know has to be driven to his hospital appointments in the evening. In short, life's pretty full at the moment.
So, I've come to a few conclusions over the last few days regarding my photography.
1. Photography is my hobby, not a chore, not a task but a way of relaxing and I must not force myself to do it, if there's time then great, if not I mustn't sweat it.
2. My style of photography has to change, and it has. Oddly enough I adopted Louise K's suggestion about 48hours befor she posted and I'm pleased to say there's been an improvement even I can see.
3. The 52 is a real challenge, when I decided to do this I tought it would be fun, it is, but it's also taught me lots, stretched me, shown me my faults and taught me a few things about myself as well. I'm going to try to keep up to date BUT if I fall behind then so be it.
4. My togging buddy kept me from 'going over the edge' without even knowing it. I suggest you all get one
I owe a lot of you comments on your submissions and responses to the feedback you've left here, I'll endeavour to get round to all of that over the next few days.
Thanks for all your support and hopefully I'll be back to normal (whatever that is) for a few months now until the 2nd quarter end draws near!!
Week 17 Peace
Tricky one this. I was 'coming up' after my critical mass hissy fit last week and spent the afternoon on Sunday down my hole (My friend and I have an ROC post (bunker) we are restoring)). Nothing too taxing, just tidying round and putting the finishing touches to the very stylish new poly tiles on the wall, running some new wiring and then Terry turned up with some newly aquired 'goodies'. One of these was an FSM, a fixed survey meter. Simply put it's a device for measuring radiation in the event of a Nuclear blast. If you're into this sort of thing then an FSM is, if you'll pardon the expression 'pure porn'.
Anyway, I took a few snaps, this is my fave and so I present my submission for week 17, something not normally seen during peace time. On the downside it's boring, poorly taken and far from interesting. On the plus side it's a museum piece, as rare as rocking horse poo and the photo was taken in
an 18foot square concrete box 20 feet underground in the pitch black.
Well I did not know you did Football swimming ballet and homework now there's a first Rob in a Tu Tu !!!!!
Will you stop putting yourself down by saying this shot is "boring, poorley taken and far from interesting"
I actually like it in a strange sort of way - don't know why but it reminds me of my late grandpa who was always tinkering with stuff like this, things always worked before he got hold of them
The shot itself is very sharp (once again, you really are getting spot on with this) and very very different. Great use of flash also, with the brilliant lighting.
Lets hope when you get your new lens (and you will!) you will really enjoy togging !
Now that is an old one!! I have a later model sitting around in a cupbaord at home (it is actually Eds)
p.s. - don't you always run on coffee and fags, I don't think I have seen you eat
Nice shot for the week Rob and a very interesting back story too.
As to the current stesses you're going through - it sounds like you need a holiday!
Ian.
He eats cake
Well I did not know you did Football swimming ballet and homework now there's a first Rob in a Tu Tu !!!!!
Will you stop putting yourself down by saying this shot is "boring, poorley taken and far from interesting"
I actually like it in a strange sort of way - don't know why but it reminds me of my late grandpa who was always tinkering with stuff like this, things always worked before he got hold of them
The shot itself is very sharp (once again, you really are getting spot on with this) and very very different. Great use of flash also, with the brilliant lighting.
Lets hope when you get your new lens (and you will!) you will really enjoy togging !
Thanks Hun, I've stayed away from this entire part of the forums for a while and I think it's actually done me some good. I'm certainly feeling a lot more positive about my photography since I calmed down and started thinking about all my shots (no more machine gunning and hoping for the best).
Glad to see you bouncing back Rob - and don't worry about your rant. This goes on for a whole year, so all of us are bound to have at least one crisis week in here.
for your lessons learnt too.
The thought of taking just one good photo a week seems so easy, but it really isn't - and remembering that this is for fun as well as a way of stretching yourself is really important.
As for your shot this week - I have to disagree with you.
It is very interesting and given that it was taken in the pitch black, brilliantly composed and well executed.
In fact this is one of those shots that I want to keep looking at, trying to work out what all the buttons and dials do.
I'm runing out of ways to say thanks for all the cooments and crit !!
Suffice to say it was a b*t*h to shoot and this was more luck than judgement but am I ashamed to say that - NO I am not, I've a sneaky feeling there are lots of 'lucky' shots flying around the boards. Anyway, I appreciate you dropping in to take a sqizz at this and as soon as I find more than a spare half hour will be off to visit my subscriptions in the 52 thread.
Rob, that's an excellent idea, and it's worked really well. A very good take on the theme. Considering it was in pitch black it's superbly shot. The only thing would be to move it all down slightly to remove the blurred thing along the top, but I'm not sure that would be possible with the setup, it looks fixed in place.
Nice choice of subject for Peace, a little more front on for me so I can see all the writing on the top rhs but as it was taken in pitch black that would be very tricky.
Thanks guys, it was a real struggle to get this and I am (in retrospect) very happy with the results, yes it can be improved on and I may well have another crack at it but I can't promise anything, I'm in a 'once it's done, it's done' frame of mind these days.
It is rather ancient isn't it? But we're trying to get that '68 feel to the place so it's kinda perfect. I'm relieved your response to the picture wasn't the same as Ed's when he saw it
Oh, I do eat cake on occasion
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