Day 20
I want to go home
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Ever since i have moved away from London, i have wanted to go back. Not because i loved the place, But because i had to leave my best friend EVER (craig) behind. I didn't have no option about moving to Norfolk as i was so young that i couldn't really say no. He was always there for me when i needed him, if anyone ever took the micky out of me he'd be telling them where to go. Sure we had our fights, some worst than others. But we always used to look out for each other and helped each other out on a number of occasions.
He came down with us from London to help us move in, he slept the night and went back in the morning with my dad in the lorry because it was hired from London. He phoned me up and actually admitted to me that it made him cry leaving, and to be honest it made me cry aswell. After he left i just went out stairs in to my room and pushed the door shut, and sat on the computer chair. I had a really downer week after he went back to London, i stopped eating, i wouldn't take to anyone in school and i wouldn't do my work. I wouldn't even tell teachers what was wrong they thought i was just being a pain in the backside. I manage to hide it from my parents because i know what they would say if i told them.
I didn't move in to a town in Norfolk, i moved in to a little village where no one my age lived and all that was there was a park and a field and a pub. I then just started sitting in my room as soon as i got home and that was where i stayed all night. Then i think my mum noticed what was going on so she invited one of them girls i talked to at school around, I got on really well with her and everything but then she got a boyfriend. We still stayed friends but not so close as we were. Then i got a girlfriend and things started to look better for me in Norfolk, But after 3 weeks that fell apart. Then i meet up with a group and that was going good, Until they started arguing with each other. A few of us paired off, About four of us i think that was but then they started small talking about the others and i couldn't be had with that. So i just left myself with no one to hang around with, Seemed the best thing at the time. Then i meet another group and i really felt they liked being with me until of course, things started to get stupid again and i got in an argument with one of them and surprise surprise, None of them was talking to me after. Then after i left for collage i got to know a group of people and hanged around with them for a bit. Then the same old thing happend again.
Norfolk hasn't been really nice to me has it?
Got to smile though
Then Craig phones me up (Mate from London) and says he has got internet now and has signed up to msn. I thought "Yes great" I can now talk to him everyday. But he didn't come on there often.
I just can't wait until i can get this test sorted and be able to drive down London to see him and my other family members, Yes i did sort of see him as a brother
I hope you all get what i mean by this and that it makes sense. But i am glad i could get it off my chest
Tony