Day 35
Not in two minds
This is a thing that has been bothering me for two days now, and i guess i need to get it out of me. So here goes
When i bike down the street with (That) hoody on, i notice people cross the street quite quickly when they see me. Why is this? Well i have fairly a good idea why but won't go in to much detail. I love wearing hoodies to me it is just fashion and can keep my warm when out on the bike, I don't go for fashion normally though nor to follow the others. I have a 10 pound pair of shoes but take pride in my jumpers and tops.
And another thing, I was driving though town on my bike when i see a gang of boys, who are known for their trouble up the other village, following this old lady along the path way of the main roads, well i don't know if they was attentional following her but anyways. I know where this lady lives as i have seen her before and she knows me. She goes Bingo up the hall of a Friday night where my mum used to go. So i instinctively thought "Woah what they going to do?" then thought i couldn't just drive away not knowing what they was going to do so i drove in between the boys and the lady and drove on up the road so i could see what the group of boys was doing and making sure they wasn't going to do anything to the lady. I drove past the top of the road to see her walking in to her house and the boys walking the other way. The gangs of teenagers can be right scary around here but you just have to get used to them. I know it was pretty stupid now. But i just thought about it being quite and dark around here and the boys could have done anything to her. The boys know me so i don't think they would have done anything to me or her while i was there. I am thinking now though, Am i stupid for doing it? would the lady have a go at me for following her? or would she be grateful that someone looked out for her? I just don't know how she would see it. The night was good though, lots of loud music and girls
Music full blast in my ears, everyone dancing it was a laugh.
I've started taking my hood down when i am in town and see people just walking though, as so they can see i am not trying to hide anything and are not supsious of me. You have to change your ways so much moving to Norfolk.
So what has changed for me in the past few days? Well i have got really in to Anything bass'ey that has a proper beat to it, Which i can't wait to get the sound system in my car for
Don't worry, i won't be doing the music loud around villages
It just really anger me as what i have been named as "a hoddy" because all these teenagers that cause trouble around every town you go to fits the description of how i dress. I'm never rude to police officers if they want a chat
I'm saving up for a white hoddy which is going to be nice though. I tried dressing "Smart" for a week but that just wasn't for me, i think i dress smart now but it is not the sort of smart that a manager would hire you for a job
It's not like Polished shoes and top with a tie all the time.
And another thing i want to moan about, well it isn't really a moan but here goes. Why is it that it always seems to me that all the teenagers of today have this hate for the police? Like come on, surely you know how much trouble this country would be in if we didn't have them? I mean like all these people on the telly that argue with the people when they simply want to ask them a few questions, it is not always about you. It could be that they want to ask you if you have seen something or other. Just Stop and talk to them, swearing and abusing them will only get you locked up for the night. I have alot of respect for our police force and the army, My views on the police have changed alot in the past few months.
Today i feel proud and happy, proud that i done something that helped someone else and happy that i have found a new love in Music.
I'm a going up the railway tomorrow so that should be good for pictures
Not sure what time it opens though but it is like a small train that you sit on and it takes you of a tour of the village. I'm going to try and find some details about it on the internet to see what it is like.
It's took me three hours to get this done and thinking of things to say, i really should stop typing now but it is hard not to keep typing something once you get in it to your head. So right here it goes, clicking "Save" right now.....now i really mean now.....right this secound.....
Tony